making a song making me lie happy alone.

it doesn't feel like the "Holiday Season." with a heavy pull at the end. someone said they would remember this year as the first one we were in a recession. i yawned and took a shot with Quite The Character.
i am behind on everything it seems. but for a couple days i was doing really great.

^"i don't know what it's like when you don't smile. when things get this bad i guess i just do everything i can to close my eyes and remember the crookedness, the genuine laugh that accompanies it. for once it's not All In The Eyes. i'm not trying to something i'll never reach and instead the symphonic backing melody can speak for me, a foreign language that we both only get part of takes over and i want to laugh because i always thought you were there for what i was taught. maybe i'm hopeless, maybe you're just immune, probably. everything these days is made up of plain stupid but this transfers me to a blanket of cosmos, something safe and secure where i find you the most.
i miss you most when i can't find my way there. you climb moonbeams with a sad look and i scrape my fingers at the light from my lamps, thinking they shine a good enough replacement. no longer do substitutes for honesty carry their weight. ^"

there has been discussion of 'top ten favorite photos you've taken in the past 6^th months' which got me thinking, and struggling to comprise a list.
i couldn't come up with 10 but i got 15. what are yours?

obama acceptance speech. november 5^th at vigil's place, sometime in the AM.

i'm counting the following two as one photo because it was an idea. concept. thing. whatever, trucks.


halloween. "this is not a shirt" in french.

infamous flaunt orgy shot. the end of the Pentax.


outside of lyndsey's place in royal palm on a particularly lovely summer day.

evan from THE POTS N PANS at practice.

ADAM SHEETZ in boca.

lyndsey at her place in lake worth.

john mayer, end of tour show. august 31^st at cruzan amphitheatre.

the crowd waiting for RUSTED ROOT at three ring weekend, copper mountain, colorado. july 5^th

dragonfly

jamie. bubbles.

DOOMS DE POP

model before david k's fashion show at DADA

STEPHANIE RAE and sean weeks at HEATR


born ruffians - i need a life. i like to twist to it. it fits. monica and stephanie, dancing and movies. i will continue to bring this up until i follow through with it.

_{PS. tonight there was talk of a jay-z/led zeppelin album sort of deal? i forgot what it is supposed to be called and don't feel like googling right now, but it sounds intriguing, i wont lie.}