I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain






yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn STRETCH
i need to cmoke a sigarette.

things are lined up for a catastrophe with this triple threat. i'd like to follow blue down to the bridge house tomorrow and watch the men with hats go about their work deconstructing the bridge while sixty mile per hour winds blow me around like i'm a feather because perhaps that is the only time i'd ever be so weightless or at least have so little weight on my shoulders or just go plunk plunk plunk in the water.

sigh sigh sigh.

so she sat on the waters edge and stared. not trapped, not longing, not lonely, not perfect and not pretty. a multitude of many things and happiness was not won so she resorted to the familiar which was perhaps the most uncommon for our jezebel, fair jezebel, but everyone loves a sinner.

i feel like i'm calling out for everyone all at once and no one is responding.

i played chess on lake ave. with strangers and then went to the blue martini where i fell in love with a jam band and found out that bartenders do not appreciate change tips.

i'm not in love.